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Clif's mom all was being mean to me again today. I don't understand the problem she has with me, I never did anything to her, and in fact go out of my way to be nice to her, and yet she still treats me like crap half the time. I think she thinks that I am a crappy mother. I don't understand how anyone could think that though when Meru is so happy all the time. If I was a crappy mother, she wouldn't be as happy and sweet as she is all the time.
Oh well, I guess I will never change the way she thinks.
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[25 Apr 2004|09:51pm] |
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I can't remember how to post a full pic here. hehe. Sometime soon I will make the picture I have smaller and will make it my user pic. Sorry for now, though, you will just have to wait a bit longer for a pic of Meru. hehe.
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| About time, eh? |
[25 Apr 2004|09:49pm] |
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Well, here I am, actually updating. I am back at Gamestop now, as store manager this time. Forrest is gone, and here I am. Clif and I are probably going to get a divorce, and Meru is walking, talking, and growing by the day. I will leaving you with this picture and the hope that I will actually be updating more often. hehe
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| A house! |
[17 May 2003|08:07pm] |
Well, we finally moved into our house. The costs were more than I thought that they would be, so, I still can't get the internet back on my computer just yet, but, I am hopefull for the future.
Meru can stand on her own really well now without having to hold onto anything. She can't quite walk yet, but, it won't be long.
Clif only has 4 more weeks left at the academy, and he can't wait to graduate. I will be glad, too, since I am at home all by myself 4 days out of the week right now. Its really weird not having him around, but, the upside is that where we live is really safe(as opposed to our apartment), and since the police know us, they drive by regularly to make sure everything is ok.
Other than all that there really isn't much going on. I have begun to get more and more into kaiju(giant japanese monster) movies lately, and they have pretty much been taking up all of my time. I haven't played any games in a while. probably more for the fact though that Meru likes to chew on the controller cords. hehe. I will break her of that eventually, though.
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| I know, I know, I know |
[18 Apr 2003|06:04pm] |
I keep saying I am going to get more regular with these updates, but, hey, at least I am getting this on in quicker than I did the last one.
So, here is what has been going on.
Meru has five teeth now, and can walk as long as she is holding on to something.
Clif is now in the police academy, which he says has been really really hard on him.
Clif and I just bought a house in Richland and we are going to be moving into it at the beginning of next month. I can't wait.
That is pretty much it, but, again, I really will try to get better about the updates.
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| My first time here |
[15 Mar 2003|06:22pm] |
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Hey! This is my first time to post here, so, I am going to make it short. There will be better posts coming from me later, but, for now, let me introduce myself. I am Carrie, aka nigloo, aka Keeba, aka Kyra, depending on wether I am on MSN, RL, mIRC, or the message boards. So, here I am!
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| Its about time |
[15 Mar 2003|06:13pm] |
Well, for those of you who don't know, I lost my internet, that is why I have not updated recently. But, I will hopefully be able to update at least once a week from here on out.
So, quick updates for today....Meru is doing great. She crawls around every where, and can even pull herself up to standing. Clif has gotten into the police academy and starts April 7. There is no word yet as to when his pay will raise, but, at least we know its coming some time.
Other than that everyone is doing really well. I am not going to update anymore today, because I need to go back and watch Meru some more, but, I promise, that I will update at least once a week.
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| Movies gallore! |
[07 Nov 2002|02:11pm] |
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Well, I really haven't done much lately except for watch several movies in the theatre. I saw Punch Drunk Love, the Santa Claus 2, and Red Dragon. All three were excellent movies which I would recommend to anyone.
Well, outside of all of my efforts, it looks as if I am going to have to reformat my hard drive. :'( I don't wanna, but, there is really no other choice. My comp is doing such evil things that I know no other way to fix it.
On a lighter note, my sister is coming back into town in a couple of weeks, and I can't wait! She won't even be able to recognize the baby, I can't wait to see her face when she sees her.
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| YAY! |
[02 Nov 2002|09:04pm] |
My sister just got on MSN! I have brought more into the fold!
There was a DDR tourney at Metro today, I really wanted to go, but, I ended up taking Meru to see my dad instead. I don't mind, because I have found out that when you do really active stuff, it sours your breast milk anyway, so, probably no DDR for me until I finish breast feeding. I still kinda wanted to go and watch, but, I would rather spend time with my dad anyway. I rarely get to see him, he is usually too tired to come and visit.
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[31 Oct 2002|02:20pm] |
My computer has had hellaviruses as of late, and I have had quite the headache trying to battle them. I think I might have the problem solved now, but, I am still not sure. I will have to see.
Today is Halloween, and I have no plans. I am actually not quite too jazzed about being at home by myself all night, I mean, where I live isn't the safest of places in the world. But, I do have a couple of friends who live very close, so, I am sure if anything happens, it will all be ok. Just nervous is all.
Other than that, I am very hungry.
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| Nothing too much new going on... |
[28 Oct 2002|05:47pm] |
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But, I do think that I might have figured out a solution to mine and Clif's financial(sp?) situation. See, I added it all up, and including my car, all of our debt adds up to about 6 thousand dollars. Not that much, right? Well, for two people who are completely and totally broke, yes, it is. Well, anyway, I thought, well, what if we got a loan? We could get a loan from a bank, and pay off all of our debt. Granted, we would have a loan payment every month, but, even that wouldn't be as much as my car payment alone. We could probably easily swing that. The only flaw in this plan is that neither one of us probably has the credit to get a loan, even one for as base a number as 6,000. So, now the new quest begins, to find a cosigner. My parents just took out a huge loan for themselves, so, I doubt that even their credit would be good enough to get one, but, whenever Clif wakes up today, I am going to try to convince him to ask his dad or mom about it. I will keep you all informed.
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[26 Oct 2002|12:51pm] |
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Well, not much has been going on, but, I figured I should probably update anyway. I applied for WIC yesterday and was approved. It doesn't cover anywhere near what I thought it would. I basically get a months supply of government cheese and milk every month. When Meru starts solids, though, it will provide rice cereal for her every month, too, so, it will help, just not as much as I had hoped it would.
I got a cd the other day that contains 500 NES roms, thanks to RPGKing. Its really cool. Between that and SFA3, my dreamcast has never known such love.
In other gaming news I have almost beaten Dark Cloud. I just want to get everyone's ultimate weapons before I proceed any further. But, once I do that, its off to kick some genie @$$. ;)
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| Sorry for the delay |
[21 Oct 2002|05:35pm] |
Ok, ok, so, I know I keep saying that I am going to get more regular with my updates, and it keeps not happening. Sorry. I really will try to get better. Anyway, as far as what is going on in my life, there is a new update to the page with Meru's pictures on them. These were taken when she was about a month to a month and a half old. As always, please ignore the ones of me in the hospital. http://www.cartogra.com/home/viewShared.asp?coll_id=1792577 Use the password Meru(case sensitive). Other than that not much has been going on. Meru turns 3 months old next week. I can't wait. She gets more and more alert every day.
In other news, I went to see the Ring this weekend. Its really really good. ITs the creepiest movie I have seen in a long while. I highly recommend it to anyone. I really want to see the Japanese version now.
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| Dr. Appointment |
[02 Oct 2002|11:16pm] |
Well, Meru had her 2 month doctor's appointment yesterday. She now weighs 12lbs14oz, and is 23&1/2 inches long. She also got her shots and stuff, that was AWEFUL. She was looking up at me, crying the whole time, with this look on her face like, "Why are you letting them do this to me!" I almost started to cry myself. Afterwards, she started to run a pretty high fever, but, I over reacted, and it turned out to be nothing.
So, everything is going really well.
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| Well..... |
[30 Sep 2002|02:48pm] |
Not much going on today. I just saw a really awesome movie, called Gamera 3. Its a remake of the original 60's movie. It is SO good.
Other than that, there really isn't much to say. Life as usual, I guess. Clif did start a second job today, which will help us out a LOT. I just hope it is enough.
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| Truckin' along |
[28 Sep 2002|11:00am] |
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Well, the funeral was yesterday, it was a beautiful service. Afterwards we went and ate at my cousin's restaurant, Keegan's. I had something called "Gulf Linguini" which was AWESOME. After that I just went home and tried not to be too upset. My uncle, the homosexual one with AIDS that hates pretty much the world, showed up. At first I was afraid that he was going to cause problems, you know, since he hates everyone, but, it all ended up being ok.
Now, though, my grandmother on my MOM'S side is in the hospital. They say she is having heart problems. I am pretty close to her, too, really, I am close to all my grandparents, I think I am fortunate in that fact. But, I don't know what I am going to do if I end up losing two of them within the course of a week. Hopefully Mommon(my GM), will be ok, though. All I can do is pray.
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| Long time, no update |
[27 Sep 2002|07:01am] |
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Well, its been a while since I have updated here, but, I have had good reasons. Now, I know it has been more than a week, but, this week my Grandfather died. I was pretty close to him, so, I have been really upset. The only thing I keep telling myself is that it was really a blessing, I mean, he had somewhat become a shell of a man, really.
Meru is doing just fine, she actually has started somewhat sleeping through the night. *whew* That has been a blessing I thank God for constantly.
In gaming news, I am currently letting my newest blister recover before I play anymore Street Fighter, but, I think I am getting better, so, my hard work is paying off. I beat Legend of Dragoon again last week, and have already started a new game. I also picked Shadow Hearts back up, and a friend let me borrow Skies of Arcadia, and I am excited to play through it.
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[12 Sep 2002|07:57pm] |
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Well, I had my last Dr.'s appointment today, as far as my pregnancy goes anyway. Everything is a-ok, so, life goes back to normal, sort of, I mean, other than baby. So, I don't have to see my OB-GYN for another year, YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In other news, Clif and I might be moving back in with his dad. Nothing totally set yet, its just something that his dad kinda threw out there today, since right now we are in a situation where its like, "Ok, do we a)Let the car insurance get cancelled b) let the car get repo'ed or c) just not pay rent this month and get kicked out." But, that kinda worries me for 3 reasons. 1) Polly(Clif's dad's wife) smokes a LOT and in the house. Cigarrette smoke is EXTREMELY harmful for babies, and I am not sure she would quit smoking inside just because we move in there.
2) They have a cat. Cat's carry a parasite that can kill babies, and I am not sure that they would be willing to get rid of it, or keep it outside permanantly.
3) The house is CRAWLING with roaches. I don't think I even need to explain the problems with that.
So, what do we do, its like, we can't afford not to live there, but, I don't want to live anywhere that will be physically harmful for the baby. I haven't even wanted to visit over there because I have had concerns about that house, and now we might have to live there. But, who knows, maybe they would change things if we moved in. YOu never know.
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[08 Sep 2002|07:52am] |
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Lets give the cold run down of the facts, shall we? My mom called me yesterday morning from St. Dominics emergency room to ask Clif to come and pick her up, because she had to go to the emergency room that night. Now, she tried to give me some load of crap about her blood sugar dropping to 30, and her temperature dropping, but, I think that she forgot that I am hypoglycemic, so, I know that if your bloodsugar is that low, you are in a coma already. She tried to kill herself that night. My mom actually tried to kill herself, and you want to know why? Because that night I had yelled at her and told her how unreasonable she was in handling her and my dad's divorce. I mean, she has leagal documents drawn up saying that she doens't even want him to know if she dies, and he is not allowed at her funeral, and constantly tells him that she doesn't even want to see him, and then gets all pissed when she isn't invited to his family gatherings. Not only that, but, she complains about him not giving her enough money, but, all she does is buy crap to stick in her yard. She will spend 300 dollars on a statue, and then complain about not having money to eat. AND on top of that, she had the GALL to tell me the other night that she felt she was "owed" a nice place to live, nice things, and a trasportation, oh, and all of her bills paid, because she stayed home and took care of the kids instead of getting a career. This is the point in which I went off. I mean, to sit there and tell me that raising your kids isn't reward enough? And to say that she is owed all that from my father, when he can't even afford to provide it for himself right now? I mean, he is living with his mother for Christ's sake.
Anyway, enough of that rant. I also went to eat at Lone Star last night, and might I just say that anyone should stay away from there like it has the plague, because it probably does. My meal was one science experement after another, I won't go into it for the weak of stomach, but, just trust me on this one.
Oh, and here is my result for the DDR quiz.
DDR has probably made you a very poor, albeit very healthy, person. You're probably very well known for your skills in your ddr community, even if your life outside of it is nonexistant!
Are you overly obsessed with Dance Dance Revolution?
Created by ptocheia
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